Tuesday,  October 16, 2001  12:02 pm  <|>
<110> People are dumb sometimes: So I wrote just 24 hours ago and here I am writing again.  Amazing isn't it?  Oh but this time I am just here to rant, so bare with me, okay?  I think it's appropriate that I post now since I am still in a bit of a pissy mood and c'mon you all haven't witnessed that from me enough lately, right?   This is what happens when too many things go too nicely for too long.  Well, I am in a bad mood and for a number of reasons, work overload, stupid people, lack of interest on my part, etc, but whatever... I'll get through and get over most of that.   This morning I was about to take down both my websites and all of you are lucky that I had a few hours of class time to think it through because if I could have gotten ftp working in the labs they would probably both have been down before lunch break, which I am on right now.  So instead I've just made a few adjustments and I am continuing to let myself cool because as much as I can take a joke, this isn't what this is all about.  I am just sick of some things when it comes to my "online life."   I am sick of a lot of my past work even though it that which I have to thank for where I am now.  But, even so, does it really need to be kept live and around now as a painful reminder of just how far I've come?  So I'm still undecided of the future of these sites.  I always said I wouldn't take a site down without putting something right back up in its place and I know if I take something down now it's not going live again for awhile because I am just too damn busy right now.  So what to do?  I don't know, if you have comments, feel free to email me though, I'd love to hear them either way.  So that's been the basis of my day so far: bad moods, uncreativity for the most part, and stupid people.  What a great start!  And there is still more to come.  In class we're supposed to have a lot of free time to work on our projects and meet with our prof one on one, so that should improve the day and even allow it to become a little productive if that's possible at this point.  But I just thought I'd share this instance with everyone today, because I haven't been put into a truly bad mood in some time now and I might as well mark the occasion for your personal enjoyment... afterall, isn't that the purpose of my existence?