Sunday, November 4, 2001  3:05 pm  <|>
<114> So I should say: After a bit of an adjustment period, I should say that I'm doing much better, though not completely back to my normal state (as if I actually had a normal state).  I've had an awful lot to think about over the past two weeks and even after all of that I have a lot on my mind still, it's just that I'm finally starting to sort some things out.  I'm still in a fairly constant state of confusion all the time, but I'm learning to deal with it much better than I was.  And in the process of figuring all of this out, I've discovered that I have such amazing friends.  I mean, I already knew they were amazing, but this past week they've shown this to me even more.   I don't know what I would do without them. 

We had our first real party at our place on Halloween and it went great.  I think we're going to have more of them, maybe once a month or something.  And yesterday my roommate went bowling for the first time.   She's from Massachusetts and apparently they don't do real bowling there... but anyway she rocked.  She's a natural, haha.  Of course, I still beat everyone we were with - 152 high game baby!  Sad that I used to be a better bowler than that years ago - I'm just so cool..... 

So over the last two weeks I've been spending a lot of time with my friends, maybe not more than usual, I don't know, maybe it's just felt like more - but it was needed and like I said, my friends are amazing.   I also have to pick my classes in another week for next semester and it's amazing to me that any class I seem to want to take isn't running... c'mon now, they just don't want me to take anything good I suppose... and it's not like I pick classes that are so strange to want to take.  I dunno.  So now I must get to some actual work because I still have a bit to do for this week (though a lot less than weeks past) so I'm going to try to stay updated with it all and enjoy myself at the same time somehow.