Tuesday, February 26, 2002  11:33 am  <|>
<132> Let go to gain: Maybe it was my venting last night, or the fact that I stayed up thinking even though I was so tired, or the nice feeling that comes when something unresolved from the past resolves itself finally, but something clicked inside me today.  I know that everything isn't back to being balanced, I'm not that naive... but it is a step in the right direction I think.  I force myself to remain a believer in fate, even if that means I have to be unhappy and longing for awhile longer.  I always say what is meant to work out will, in time, but sometimes even I lose sight of a goal when it seems just too far away.  So I'm not quite ready to quote Modest Mouse and say "everything's alright," but at least it's on its way to getting there once again.