Thursday, June 6, 2002  1:22 pm  <|>
<147> Working to overcome: This site is really coming together now. Not that it wasn't before I guess, but I've finally touched up the half finished sections and even added some new ones too. Of course there is still a lot I want to do with it, but it's a good start considering I didn't touch it for so long. So I'm slowly getting work back in order too. I guess it's good to take everything back up slowly, but at the same time I just want to have it all taken care of. It's weird because I can't sit here and picture what this summer is going to be like at all. I mean I really don't know what to expect and this is an uncertainly I've never really dealt with before. I mean, yea, you can never know fully what's going to happen to you at any given time, but this is different. At least usually, most summers I know generally what to expect, but the truth is 2 months from now I could be in a very different place with a lot of different things happening. I just want all of this to straighten out and I don't want it to take forever. So these are my goals and I intend to make them happen.

On Tuesday I went into Philly to my place, though I didn't get to spend as much time there as I had oringinally wanted/intended to. My parents had to work and said they'd take me in earlier since I'm not supposed to be driving all around quite yet, but they didn't. So I didn't get in there until after 7pm. Being back there with everyone only reminded me how nice and normal it is there, how much better I am getting, and how much I want to be back there with all of them again all the time. I'm working to make this happen too. This goal it seems shouldn't be as hard to pull off. I understand my parents wanting me to be home, but the truth is I really am doing a lot better and getting stronger so there is really no reason not to be at my own place more often. So we'll see how things go.

Nothing much else has been happening lately. I went with Kristen to look for external hard drives at Best Buy yesterday but they're selection was less than horrible. They had one older model of the drive I was sort of interested in, for $100 MORE than the price listed on the website for the newer model... so needless to say I did not buy a drive yesterday. I could order it off the website, but I'm not even sure if that's the model I want yet. I just wanted to see some of them in person. Ahh, so I don't know. Maybe I won't be getting this birthday gift early by the time I pick the thing out, afterall my birthday is a week from today.