Friday, October 25, 2002  2:58 am  <|>
<164> Understanding meaning: As usual I should be sleeping, since I have to wake up at 6am, but I am not. There was just something about today that made me feel like I should write here tonight before I went to bed. Maybe it was just the sharp contrast from yesterday, which basically just sucked the whole day through, but today was a pretty good day. Nothing amazing happened exactly, it was just an overall decent day which seems like a little thing but with a life like mine you enjoy them, you know? There were also a lot of weird things happening that I take to be signs or symbols of some sort, if you will indulge me for a moment... for example, the last few days a particular ring I have been wearing for awhile (I wear a couple different rings but this was the only one giving me trouble) kept falling off through the day. I was worried about losing it, but I kept putting it back on. Then this morning I wake up and I'm in the bathroom and I notice it is missing. Now I don't think it fell off this morning, I'm pretty sure it had been missing when I got out of bed. So my first guess is it's just in the sheets or something, but no, I haven't been able to locate it yet. It was definitely on my hand when I went to bed, I'm 99% sure... so where did it go? I realize this is not exactly out of the ordinary to lose a ring or something, especially since it had been loose, but esstentially whatever kept wanting it off my finger succeeded in making it disappear. Maybe it'll turn up, but if it does I promise I won't be wearing it. I'll just put it away in my box with all the other things I once wore that still mean something to me. This isn't the only weirdness that has been going on. There are other things too, but I don't want you to think I'm totally insane, so I won't share this other issues with you just now. Maybe later.

Anyway, the week class wise is over now, how nice, I have a ton of things I want to get done this weekend but you so know all of these things are not going to get completed. I'm feeling like it could be productive though, so maybe more will get done than I think. I also have a meeting tomorrow concerning a possible internship I might be taking with this site CampusPhilly.org. I'm pretty sure it should work out, but I'm not totally sure yet. I am meeting with their editor tomorrow, so we'll see how it goes.