Friday, February 8, 2008 1:32 am  <|>
<267> Metamorphosis: My horoscope tells me that I've "been on hiatus from the world -- in hibernation, big-time" and "whether you were aware of it or not, you were also trying to decide who you really are." It also tells me that this time is over now and I'm ready to move forward. It's funny how well that fits I suppose. That is sort of where I am at right now and I am certainly ready to move ahead with so many aspects of my life. At the same time, I have indeed been reevaluating life and my place within it. I'm at a good place and I guess that is natural to come out of the period that I just did. And yes, even before that for the last few years I've been preoccupied with dealing with illness and healing and well plenty of other life things too, love and work and friendships and creating. Now it's all come together and I can look back on it and feel that I've not only come a long way, but I can see there is plenty ahead of me - both good and bad - that I am ready for. I know I can't be ready for all of it and I definitely don't claim to know all of what will actually come, but I can feel positive about it no matter what because I feel like I've learned so much in the last few years too.

So I will admit right now that I got caught up in online things tonight and am going to fail to finish saying anything else of importance before I go to bed. I mainly got caught up in a redesign of this site though, so that is at least productive!! I'm really liking it too! I had been sketching around some ideas here and there for awhile now, but I find I never really do as well until I actually just start fooling around in Photoshop. That's the only time I really start to make things I'm happy with, which is good I guess since that's where I need the design to end up anyhow. I'm still using... oh wait a minute, not so fast... I'm not giving it away that easily. It's been quite awhile since this site saw a facelift and I think you should all just wait to see what that ends up looking like. But, as I said, I'm already pretty happy with where it's going, so I think you'll like it too... at least I hope so!

Until next time! :)